Perfect Madness!

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i was just at my 15 year old cousin's blog.
ah.
the language.
ah.
the supposed angst.

why is everyone in such a rush to grow up, i wonder.



junsu @ 2:53. :(
maybe they already knew then it was the last one.
what a big mess.

oh yay, finally i've got a chance to update this lame journal, but i can't type much since i updating through cell phone.

today i felt so terribly moody at the school, because what happened yesterday and the EL test was sucks.

and when i got home, i got nothing to do, so i spend 4 hours to continue reading "footsteps", and i have read around 100 pages, UHMAZING!!

i also felt this old sickness again where all of my bone joints felt kinda hurt, omg! what happen to me? nah, I'll be just fine as usual..

...and he makes me smile every day.

HEARTS.

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Oh, yay! Finally I have watched the movie!
And I felt so damn happy because I've been astroboy fans since I was little, and I think this adaptation was cool..

Okay, here's the review (since one of my friend has indirectly requested it from me, well, I'm not good in reviewing something, so I just stated out my opinion).

Yeah, I know..
There's a lot of people out there dislike or even hate this movie..
Because its sucks,
Not like the original anime/manga,
Because it was brought with american style,
Yadayadayada..

Yeah I know people, its not like the way you expect but, hey! I think this movie was great! Seriously!

I just like how the story flown, and the american style fitted perfectly..
Although it was different from the manga/anime, this movie get the main idea/concept from the original story.

Astro looks kinda weird, because he used to look younger and childish, but I think he also look good in that way..

The story was filled by spontaneous humour and gag, and it could be a plus point too..

And I really love Cora!! Yeah, she didn't appear on the original manga/anime, but she's cool! I love her personality and her design..

So I think this movie was pretty awesome, you should watch it! It was so funny and entertaining.

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zantarkleoville tricks you! You get a used tissue.
tezuka_rei gives you 7 mauve cola-flavoured gumdrops.
pet_panda gives you 8 green cola-flavoured gumdrops.
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matisuri tricks you! You lose 17 pieces of candy!
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fake_and_pure tricks you! You lose 1 pieces of candy!
exile_kid tricks you! You get a rock.
blackpapillon tricks you! You get a block of wood.
blue_paprika ends up with zero pieces of candy, a used tissue, an eraser, a rock, and a block of wood.
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Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

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Yeah, I still felt angsty/moody, or what ever..

I just love to blame people, and made them feel annoyed, I don't know why but I just love do some horrible things to people..

No, I'm not directly hurting them such as kick them or mock them, I just say anything random that may made them confused or indirectly hurt..

So, yeah..
I have no idea what I'm up to..
*Sob sob

Okay, it seems that the emo has continue to haunting me, and I felt so moody and gloomy today..

I felt so damn sleepy so I just slept at the school transportation, and when the car has arrived at the school, someone just waking me up and makes me shock..

It makes my heart thumping so fast, and my body still felt really weak, so I walk to the class with an angry, sad, and lousy mood..

The first lesson was literature, and it was test! Hell yeah!! We're asked to read a short novel (with 36 pages) and make a review about it, damn!
Actually I enjoy reading it, since the reading was quite fun (LUTUNG KASARUNG, FTW!!), but it makes me even more sleepy.
And since this strange sickness--where all of my joints felt kinda hurt--has anonymously returned, I felt so tortured when I have to write the review, and yeah, we're lack of time, so I just submit the unfinished work..

In the civic lesson, me and vez (pet_panda) were sleeping, zzzz...

During the lunch time, I just felt really angry, and I just can't hold that feeling in my chest, so I just talk to kana (herbalriver) and tell her everything that makes me angry and sad, I even talked about every thing that I've been hiding all this time, she's the only one (among my RL friends) who know about my family problem (actually I want to talk about it to vez, but she was gone missing with that annoying person).

And what makes me more annoyed is, the last period of school was replaced by a live performance of maliq and the essential, WTF!
Hey, I'm coming to the school not for watching live band performances, I'm coming for studying!
And we have an anthropology display project, so me, vez, heidi (tezuka_rei), and kana was staying in the school building and doing the display project..
There's a lot of screams comes from the main hall where the performance held, and it was so annoying..
And suddenly, there's a BLACK OUT! HELL YEAH! Me and the other who stayed at the class was laughing at the screaming people at the main hall: "EAT THAT BLACK OUT!!" And we were laughing like crazy... (Yes we were being so evil, so what?)..

We came out at 3 pm, and I'm the only one who came home using the school transportation. Being alone in the car with the driver wasn't fun at all..

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such a dark video.

is it just me, or do they sound so ...angry.
:( makes me wonder if there's a reason why everyone's keeping their hair long.

but i love the dance. reminds me of puppets on strings. or corpses being moved.
my dear boston. i love how big you are. ^^

Okay, since one of my friend, insane_irin, complained about my complicated and long twitter user name, maybe I would change it, but I'm still confused for the new name..
So would you like to help me?

Click one of these random names, and you don't have to give a reason, but yes you may if you want..
Poll #1484390 Random Twitter usernames
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 8

Which of these usernames should i use?

Btw, I just love my user name so I won't change it, nah-ah!
And.. My Loudtwitter was kinda error lately, ugh.

So yeah, since yesterday I'm staying at home and it was totally sucks, I just force my self to go to school today, without knowing whether I have recovered or not.

And although I didn't join the PE class, I have to attend to the soccer field, so I have to walk far-far away and it makes my stomach hurt again..

In the beginning, it just felt a little bit hurt, so I just ignore it, but after that, it just feel so painful!
So in the third lesson (which is Literature lesson, sobsob), I wasn't came to the class and go to the nurse station.
And the dumb nurse wasn't believe at me, and ask me so many question that makes me even more hurt, so I just ignore her and sleep on the bed. (Yeah, I can say that she's a dumb, because she reads TWILIGHT).

After that I just woke up before the lunch break, and went upstairs with tezuka_rei. We done so much random things, such as searching for some panty-shot picture from google, very clever!
Then I went to the theatre room for attending the theatre class..

I already felt better at that time so I could enjoy the very random and hilarious theatre class (yes, we had a fake random talk show, called "KUPAS BAWANG" and "GIGIT CABE").

After that I just go to the history class, and suddenly, tezuka_rei, kalidoll, and pet_panda came to me and they have discovered a very phenomenal situation (seriously? Hmm.. Sort of, but I was kinda shocked, maybe I'll write about it later in a friend-locked journal).

The excull time were filled with blackout, so me and my friends from other pathways were gathering in the dark library and gossiping about random stuff..

Tomorrow I'll go to school, because there's literature test.

[mood| predatory]
[music| Epik High - Happy Birthday To Me (Feat. 하동균)]

some days ago maybe a or two weeks, there was a news about Yunho's (Tohoshinki - Bass/Leader) gravure photo shoots released. you can imagine how excited, being a pervert nice & well mannered fans i am. ("you lie!" lol)

"Yunho in gravure? sweet~ uh oh *cough*" was my thought well you know that delicious body are definitely will doing very good in gravure photo shoots.

then off to the news. that you can read it here

later then i found a cruel facts that he's not doing that kind of gravure like what I've imagined he'll be great in it.

for a revenge, i have an idea in making my own collection of gravure with them as the idols khe khe khe

like:


THIS?

ooh abs. abs. abs. triceps. collar bones. abs.

( ONTO THE SELF PROCLAIMED GRAVURE )

& so on.

haha, decent enough. XD

oh and also adrio_nevralka this is the show where your Daigo was being intimate with Yunho-yah



This is the conversations between them

( Yunho: This 'wish' I always wanted to try. )

one of my BFF is currently continuing his studies in Kyoto University, Japan. I remember before he's going off to Japan, i told him to upload anything about Tohoshinki he can found there. and so some days ago he post this to me:



it turns out to be this:





LOL. please, anyone who's fluent in reading Japanese characters please tell me what it's about? just click the picture for actual size. hahahagh.

--EDIT--

MORE YUNHO'S GRAVURE FOR MIKU adrio_nevralka



& more

credit: sharingyoochun.

DAYUM BABY. daymn... yunho you're doing so fine. *drooling*

So yesterday was fun!
Really fun!
And I regret that my loudtwitter was error, so we miss my field trip live feed (nobody cares, though!)

So yesterday, we, the arts student was visiting the T.I.M (Taman Ismail Marzuki) and IKJ (institut kesenian jakarta--The art institute of Jakarta)..
We leave the school at 10.30, after the math test and graphic design lesson..

The math test wasn't as hard as I though, because were gang up together and CHEAT! Oh LOL, not fully cheating, just.. You know.. Haha.

And the graphic design sucks as usual..

After snack time, we gathered in front of MPH..
There's a lot of art students who didn't came with us, such as tezuka_rei because she didn't allowed by the teacher (geez..), Maya also didn't come because she was absent, Marsya was absent because she was launching her new album (yes, she's a famous singer, I knew that), and Mischa.. She broke her leg, so yeah, its impossible for her to go, right?

So here we are.. Only 5 student who join the trip, including me, Vez (pet_panda), kalisha (kalidoll), Dio and Rifan.

We arrived at T.I.M at 1 pm.. So we have our lunch first and visit the painting exhibition.

The painting exhibition was so cool! And the painter is a friend of my art teacher..
The concept was about human body and organs, and he paint it in a robotic form with colorful vivid colors! And I feel so inspired!!!!
The painters was Deden FG, and the exhibition name is: Brain-E.

Then we visit and walk around at IKJ. There's a lot of murals there.. With various kind of art style, and yeah.. There also many weird people there.
My art teacher, ms.daniella was an ex-student of IKJ, and she was kinda troubled because this place has changed so much, and she didn't know any of them. And finally she met one of her junior, and he was kindly take us a short tour of the campus. there's a hard rain, so we're kinda troubled.

We leave the campus at 15:00.

Then we went to Citos, because it was our pick up point.
I came home with my senior, Dio. (Aaa.. Thank you so much for taking me home, senpai!!).

I slept at 8 pm, I felt so tired and happy, haha..

So guess what?
Today I was absent from school, and yes!! Its the first time for me for not attending to the school on this academic year (since I entered grade 11). And I felt really sad, because staying at home was really sucks.

I was staying at home because the doctor said that I have to stay at home for 5 days, because of typhoid.
But since yesterday was field trip, I just went to school, and now I felt so damn tired..

But staying at home was a disaster for me, because it was freaking boring!!
First, I can't do nothing..
Second, IT WAS BLACK OUT!!!
And my parent was leaving me alone, and all I can do was just reading the newspaper!!

I was trying to read "Footsteps" the third book from the buru quartet.. But the story was kinda boring for me, so I just didn't enjoy it at all..

And I don't care whether the doctor ask me to stay 5 day or what, I won't stay at home again, ever!! Even if I'm dying or what, I'll go to school tomorrow and so on!!!

[mood| depressed]
[music| Luna Sea - Gravity]


for some other people, our memories might be useless, might be just trash, even might be something that annoying. but for us, for me, it's priceless.

this forum is like a quite big chunk of beautiful memories for me & many of my friends. this forum isn't just an internet forum, seriously. from this forum, there are friends, acquaintances even families created or met. from this forum we shared many things; pretty things, ugly things, funny things.

from this forum there are some strong bounds created. these people, these bounds pouring some of their memories into this forum. even tho every individuals will eventually grown up, have to concentrate on more important parts in their life as they grown older, or even if they are not a big fans of the topics in the forum anymore; these precious memories will stay there, waiting for them to come back and reminiscing & basking in the glorious times & memories.

& just because of childish jealousy & ill tempered attitude, some psycho sick fvck: ruin it all. all those pretty memories are gone. the laughs the tears, the youngsters foolishness, the dedicated hard works.. it was hacked and memories of thousand members are gone.

but what motochan said to me makes me thinks: good bye good memories, I'll always keep you in my heart, & hello, i'm awaking in a new world.
(meski jujur, masih ngerasa gampang aja gw ngomong gini tapi berat banget kenyataannya T__T)





LARCOLOGY!!!

FIGHTING! ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH~!!! HUHUHU





ps: just some minor adds: before this was my 123th post in this journal. pretty numbers :)


changminnie approve it :D

berdoa semoga siapa yang berdosa dapat imbalan setimpal. amin. (menghindari misuhan yang sudah membuncah dalam dada)

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