Perfect Madness!

Remember that I've posted about having a crush to someone that's married or belongs to someone? Or in this case, my project manager. Well, today, in a strange way I miss him so much. I must say that these past days I didn't meet him since he was busy with the customers (yes, those crazy customers that did the quality until midnight, ugh..). And somehow, not meeting him makes me really really curious about his condition.

Eventhough I managed to meet him in the afternoon, (again) strangely I wanted him to feel the same feeling with me. But it didn't happen of course, since he only acted like the other 'cool' guy : minor response and small smile.

Ah.

I think I am a really really selfish girl

*sad*