Perfect Madness!

... I (almost) always like the wrong people. And by wrong, it means :

1. They're married
2. They're much older than me (which actually okay for me, but somehow looks wrong from others perspective)
3. They have children (which indicates that they're married)
4. Err....They're married?
5. ............... need I say more?

Most of my friends said that it's actually a normal thing. It shows a fact that I'm actually looking for older guy which has more responsibility and patience (which make sense since I'm quite an emotional person). It also indicates that I'm looking for a mature guy, which can control his emotion, his attitude, his words and his anger well when he's beside me (somehow I think I ask a way too much from a guy... ).

But I also realized that I want someone that can manage me well with his patience. Someone with that much patience can always make me melt, and make me feel guilty when I said or did something harsh at previous time.

Sigh.

I wonder when I'll meet the right guy? *sighing even harder*

If you guess that I post this entry because now I'm facing the above problem (AGAIN), then you're right.

And for this time, it's the project manager I work with.

Ugh.